today, i had work. most of what i do nowadays is work- schoolwork or actual work. the thing is, my job isn't very busy. i'm a wannabe neet, but the job i have right now isn't really bad. i serve ice cream in the morning- usually i come in around 10, and leave around 3. no one wants ice cream that early. i do, but i only get it because it's free for me. it's november though, and it's early, and no one else gets ice cream, so i basically sit on the counter for 5 hours and do nothing. last weekend i spent basically my entire shift just watching hazel's youtube videos. point being i get paid an okay amount and i don't do a lot of work so it's whatever.

tonight, though, i'm gonna see my friends in an xmas play. literally called "xmas the musical." i think it's a little early for a play like that, but whatever? i'm just happy i have friends in college at all. i was basically entirely isolating myself at the beginning of the semester and didn't talk to any of my online friends- i actually had a massive breakdown and unfriended a lot of them. but my friends at college are fun. they helped me bleach my hair, which i've always wanted to do, but couldn't for monetary reasons & my mom being worried about how it would effect my hair. they're all autistic cosplayers. i wanna get more into cosplaying, but y'know, money stuff. next paycheck is probably going towards nekopara volume 2 and a figurine. maybe manga. if i get paid more than i'm expecting to get paid, i might indulge in a kanade sweatshirt (i really want one. kinnie moment.)

i don't really know what the play is about. no one has told me. i'm just here to support my friends, pretty much, and i guess that's enough. it's something to do with my night. though i could have spent it coding... oh well. the ordeal of being known or something.